i feel so horrible right now... i've even apologized for what i did, and i still feel bad about it... last night, i was kinda bitchy with chris... he did my pet peeve (the one i've previously posted about)... i was tired, and just wanted to go to bed, and didn't really have time or the energy to wait around on him to come back to the converstation... so i called him up... i couldn't just go to bed, and leave it alone, that only makes things worse for me... i hate going to bed mad at anyone... and this had made me mad... i tried not to be too bitchy, i didn't yell or anything... but i did let him know that it really bothered me, and that i was upset with him for it... and he replied with "it's okay, princess... i still love you..." and "you're allowed to be bitchy sometimes..." for him to be so understanding, in a time when he was stressed out and i should have been the one comforting him, was so nice... and because he was so nice about it, i feel super bad for being the way i was...
and to anyone else that i'll be bitchy with this week, i will preemptively apologize... i'm a little frustrated with my job right now... we're out of projects, and there's nothing to do... anyone ever tried to do nothing for 8 hours straight?? it's freakin' hard... we're not allowed to have anything on our desks (ie no newspapers or non-work related books) unless it has to do with a project, or research for a project... so i can't do crosswords or read the news... our time on the internet is monitored, so that takes out the web surfing to keep me busy... and it's frowned upon to leave our desk area for more than 10 or 15 min... so what the hell am i supposed to do??? if there gonna get pissed at me for not doing anything, then give me some work... i love my job, when there's stuff to work on... but the rest of the time sucks... and i know that's not really a reason to be bitchy with others... but when you leave me alone, with nothing to do for 8 hours, i get cranky...
on a much happier note, christopher sent me flowers to work last week!!! i was having a boring cranky day, and ta da... flowers... i was cheered up and in a much better mood... i can't wait to go home so i can see them... they're still beautiful...
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